What's On My Mind

The most current thought on my mind is why the fuck eff I'm continually getting up before the sun does. Maybe it's in a vain hope that I will actually be able to get out of the house today. I wanted to spend time with my parents but this Christmas with the snow and the ice and the back pain from slipping is not making me warm up to the idea of ever living with them.

Which leads to my other thoughts: moving. Oh dear god, I'm so afraid I will find something dead or long forgotten when I try and remove stuff from the apartment that I will have lived in for three years. Oh wait, did I once have a second cat? Really? Well damn, I guess my room ate and made me forget about it.

Mostly though I'm trying to decided whether I should confess that I already read Ava's entry. It's too late, or maybe early, to go back now however. I just wish it were a more appropriate hour to call...